i love you <3
Friday, October 13
hmm.
talked on fone with him.
after... so long.
suddenly.
the misses.
the thinkings.
the yearnings.
the waiting.
the feeling.
were not so strong anymore.
i dint feel extremely happy that he called.
and i had no words to talk suddenly.
maybe cos he mia for full 7 days?
am i getting used to life wout him?
i dunnoe. im not even sure myself.
when he told me he called
somebody else yesterday.
i wasnt jealous.
maybe cos i noe he tried calling me first
and my fone was off.
i asked about char.
and he said they just sms.
dint ask more.
cos we aint anymore...
so i shldnt interfere.
but i din feel as bad as i tot it would be.
are they only memories that i yearn?
nothing else could bring them back anymore.
i realised.
alright.
move on. move on. move on.
me: maybe cos im not good enuff for him ba.
dionne: no more like he not good enuff for you
.
.
.
me: altho i wan slap him but i couldnt say no.
dionne: i will kick his gr*** man.
HAHAA. somehow made my day :))
talked on fone with him.
after... so long.
suddenly.
the misses.
the thinkings.
the yearnings.
the waiting.
the feeling.
were not so strong anymore.
i dint feel extremely happy that he called.
and i had no words to talk suddenly.
maybe cos he mia for full 7 days?
am i getting used to life wout him?
i dunnoe. im not even sure myself.
when he told me he called
somebody else yesterday.
i wasnt jealous.
maybe cos i noe he tried calling me first
and my fone was off.
i asked about char.
and he said they just sms.
dint ask more.
cos we aint anymore...
so i shldnt interfere.
but i din feel as bad as i tot it would be.
are they only memories that i yearn?
nothing else could bring them back anymore.
i realised.
alright.
move on. move on. move on.
me: maybe cos im not good enuff for him ba.
dionne: no more like he not good enuff for you
.
.
.
me: altho i wan slap him but i couldnt say no.
dionne: i will kick his gr*** man.
HAHAA. somehow made my day :))
